Chance my habit ! NOW..!

change, change, yes these words are still there in my mind.

and I hope it fits in my birthday month of July yesterday, for some reason I say those words, but that's what I expect of me will be a change in the fantastic and bombastic than myself.
I want from my self a very bad habit changes and apparently had been quite severe, and I think can not be changed again.
if yes can not be changed again?
well, there is no word surrender to change this one.

I hope I can survive, and capable. Pray for me!